qeels is a tumblelog.

you can’t just enter and exit like that.
how dare you.

so inconsiderate.

i get easily scared and nervous lately.i’ve been restless for months.i always took about an hour to fall asleep.it hurts not being able to stop thinking about what’s hurting myself.
it hurts to reminiscence every single good memories with a single person.

i just…. *sighs*

haven’t felt this good for so long.hmm :)

the last thing i want right now is to be distracted thinking about what i’m supposed to do in this kind of situation.
you are comfortable enough to trust me when it comes to opening up abt your personal life to me.
the only thing i wanna know is what do you actually want from me and how you actually felt about me.
it’s not wrong to open up a little about your emotions.
seriously,i don’t want to carry on like this anymore.it affects me alot bcs i just tend to try figuring out what’s in your mind when i obviously do not even have the ability to read minds.
i love you but i’m tired,already.

sometimes,i kind of regret letting go of those guys who truly appreciate me.i regret letting go of those guys who were able to help and give words of support to me when i was in difficult situations.they even understood my emotions.

what was i thinking?